I don't know if I'm going to be able to do this right. I really am dedicated to my posting habit, but I don't know exactly when to draw lines on exceptions... Or if there should be any at all. I'm really not in good condition today. I still want to write, but I'm not sure if I'll be saying the right things. I'll be as self-censoring as I can.
Today is Janette's 28th birthday and we've been eating all day. I just got up from a one-hour-short slumber episode. My body sort of gave up on me when boredom hit--when the environment became something I wasn't able to sink my teeth on. All of a sudden, everyone around me was talking about a working company that I had nothing to do with, so I took to playing Feeding Frenzy 2 on my notebook. When I got bored with that, which was like half-an-hour immersed into the game, was when I decided to hit the bed and pass out.
I woke up at around 10PM yesterday to work on my articles, but I was only able to do a few. I didn't meet my daily quota, so to speak. I spent more time watching YouTube videos than actually working. I know, it was an avoidable incident, but I really couldn't help it. Lea Salonga's voice! You know... And if you're wondering, just listening to her voice is not enough if I know that a video of her singing is actually playing. Is it even humanly possible?
Anyway, what I was trying to say is that I've been awake for nearly 24 hours. It's almost 10PM. What was your question? I slept? Yes, for one hour! One freaking hour! How much energy do you realistically think that'd give a human being who's been up all day? Cooking and eating. Don't discount that fact!
So, yeah, I need to go back to the table now. The birthday girl has invited two more guests and I need to dive back in there. I've been away for much too long! After this, it's work, work, work. The question is: "Will I be able to actually do anything productive?" The risk isn't falling asleep, it's the digital distractions of the cyberworld.
Should I hit my (home) office desk right after this or should I try to get more sleep? I don't know. Don't answer that. I'll decide when we're done here.